heart suspension

having a heart suspending in the air is not a good feeling at all.
it can make one go crazy by thinking and thinking and thinking abt it.
tsk

have only received ntu's letter of acceptance so far.
but i feel that i'm really blessed alr.

now, i'm just hoping and praying that my dearest frens will be blessed too!
pls let everything turn out fine and being the way we've always hoped and wanted.