i feel so manipulated.
not manipulative.
.manipulated.
suddenly, i just feel that the world which i'm in right now isnt that right for me after all.
of cos, i can just choose to see no evil, hear no evil, touch no evil and THINK no evil.
stay in ultimate peace.
ha.
but well, anyway,
when such realisation dawns, i just find it harder and harder to t.r.u.s.t. and b.e.l.i.e.v.e.
thats all.
tsk tsk.
