The heart plunged down.

Everytime, just when I thought things are getting better, something will just happen and throw me back down the route which I so tiringly climbed through.

Only perhaps 500 times down deeper than frm where I started.

Lesson learnt: I should stop dreaming and forming expectations.

Easier said than done though.

But, really, wake up daphne.

What tomorrow brings

I took two days off work so i had a super duper long weekend.
Am very well-rested and i realised that even local annual leave feels good too, without even having to fly anywhere!

As much as I'm very bored at work currently due to zero challenges at the moment, I know i shld be grateful for this downtime, such that i finally have the time to read some books, get my running momentum started, meet frens, and get down to thinking about the things i've always wanted to do.

So somehow or rather, i plucked up my courage about one thing. Am freaking scared and worried over it, but am also excited on what the future brings with the success of it in 2 wks' time.

So anyway, it's a Monday tmr again, but it's not any Monday. 2010 hasn't been that great a year for my maternal family, and i hope the curse will be broken in a few hours' time.