I went back for nbs trial camp today!

"Hey, we can form an og la. Then play against the freshies."
"Oh, let's do a cheer!"
"So what should our group name be?"
"Let's call ourselves VETERANS"
"Or ELDERLY la"
"Come on, let's take a group photo of us!"
"Say SENIOR CITIZENS everybody!"

The sun was seriously scorching hot today and we were at sentosa! We can practically feel ourselves burning. But at least it's a change for us -- a change from sitting in an air-conditioned office whole day, especially since we're all having our internships now. Haha.

We didn't play much cos we've passed the baton to our freshies to carry out the trial camp, and more importantly, we just wanted to stay in the shade. LOL. Nevertheless, just sitting down and talking crap with the bunch of them to while time away seems an enjoyment in itself cos there's always endless laughter somehow. We celebrated faizal's bday too!

I am so thankful that I'm in the circle of the brothers n sisters of the FOC family. =)

So internship has begun for 2 weeks.

It was enjoyable having training with my fellow interns during the 1st wk cos it feels good to have a bunch of peers with you tgr being the "lowest life form in the company". HAHA. Welllll, at least i wasn't the only one feeling lost and blur abt everything, u know. Lol. Anyway, we've all been separated since we started our audit fieldwork this wk, so i'm kinda looking forward to meeting them again during our performance rehearsals so that we can all share our various fieldwork experiences and catch up tgr. =)

Audit fieldwork has been a serious case of information overload. There're so many things to learn and remember so that we can link everything tgr to apply to see the big picture. But it's a good challenge and I really hope that I'll be able to learn and understand alot after my whole internship. The seniors that I've met on my 1st engagement have been wonderful, which makes it a really good start. Hopefully the experience gained on this engagement will be useful enough for me to survive my next engagement, if i were left to swim on my own then.

Okay it's finally the weekend! I'm looking forward to having a fun weekend before going back to work to start a new week of challenges!

Though it's tiring and I'm losing alot of me-time, work has been kind to me so far and I'm rather eager to find out what's in store for me in the upcoming weeks. And then, I would be a step closer to finding out what I want for myself after graduation. =)

It's such an irony how the ppl that u meet up face to face makes u feel that there's a greater distance in between compared to how some other frens that u talk to online without even meeting up can make u feel such warmth.

Physical distance vs Emotional distance.

It brings a smile to the face when random greetings come from ppl close to the heart. =)



期盼了那么久，
今夜终于零距离。
但是，
矛盾却在于
宁可回到从前不那么熟落的时光的感受
不断涌现。





Cooling breeze in the wee hours.
A sassy song jazzes up everything.
Finding peace within the unrest.

What incoherent sentences make up such paragraphs tonight. Somehow portraying what's going abt in the inner thoughts perhaps.

So the week has whizzed by and I actually felt the days seeping away. Cos every day gone means a day closer to the start of internship. Loads of uncertainties ahead. So I'm really hoping for the best. The least i want is politics. It's not as if the politics in sch arent enough u see, so a break is seriously desired.

I had another beautiful strawberry birthday cake yesterday. Such a prettyyyyy cake!

Dinner with my dear old frens at Chijmes was a lovely affair. Thanks so much for everything! =)

All talk and no action.
So many of us are capable of this.

Nothing should ever be taken for granted.
There's still a need to make an effort.

And so, I stepped into adulthood.

Didnt feel much of a difference even though 21st is supposed to be a big thing. I guess I probably felt the impact more when i turned from 19 to 20 last year. Cos it's like when i fill in forms in future, i've to write my age starting with a digit "2", well that kind of thing. My biz law tutor once said he really wondered why the law makes 21 the legal age, instead of 20.

Well anyway, due to numerous reasons, i decided to do away with a party after much consideration. As my big day drew nearer and nearer, i just wanted to keep everything as fuss-free as possible, somehow or rather.

Anyway, I really have to mention that I really love my mummy alot alot. She keeps worrying that I'll come to regret my decision of not having a party in future. In the sense that I'll have nothing to think back on when i recall my 21st birthday in future, or when others talk abt their 21st parties, I would have nothing to talk about, well that kind of thing. So she tries every way to make my birthday as happy as possible and ensures that it is not just my small family of four incl. me that sings the birthday song or while i cut my birthday cake. So today is not just a day where I would thank my mum for bringing me into this world 21 yrs ago, but also for every single thing throughout the 21 years, and plus putting in so much effort for even my 21st birthday celebration. =)

Also, to all dear frens who remember this day, thank you. =)
And to those who remember year after year without fail, thank youuuuu so much for the effort made.
Thanks to all for this bliss! =)

长大后的世界变得越来越复杂。
所以更加能体会简单中的美。