bad people shld be forgotten

yesterday night, i heard something tt hurt me.

i am so so so so so disappointed and of cos, very hurt.

i shld stop making excuses for the people that are totally not worth it.

i wish tt my smiles will return soon.

back to the old school days :)

there're some people whom we don't contact much. but when everyone gets together, the old days come flooding back again and it's as if we had never left school at all.

the smiles appear all again, the laughter never ending and more importantly, being me myself and I to its fullest and truest.

because these are the people who have seen the worst of you through those days of surviving on only 3 hours of sleep in 5 days, those days of you having flour in your hair and mud on your knees, those days of you wearing big cotton shirts, fbts and slippers and those days of you when you were really just being yourself.

it's been a long while since i organized a massive gathering for almost 20 ppl. i never knew that it wld garner such good response, and it feels good when it turns out that everyone does make the effort to turn up and enjoy themselves and thank you for organizing. then it makes you realise that we all do want a gathering, just that no one bothers to organize such a massive gathering.

the effort is all worth it when it's a sunday night filled with no monday blues! =)

missing those days.

i miss london.

A.L.O.T.

2 of my seniors flew to london today for work. somehow, it reminds me of how much i love this city.

and i had dinner with sha last night at coffee club. there was a promotion where we could have 3 main courses for the price of 2. and we really ordered 3 main courses. (i think the waiter was stunned we really took up the promotion.) so typical of our europe days where we'll just order good food that came in big portions and share together.

sigh. i really wish i can go back to london soon again.

and 2 weeks of peak is down! but i'm alr exhausted beyond words. many many more weeks of peak to come. boohooooooo.

hello 2011

For the past few years, the start of a calendar year didnt mean much to me, as it wasn't in tandem with the academic year in university.
Hence, it doesn't feel like a new year to me at all.

However, things became different ever since I started working.

The start of 2010 marked the beginning of a full year of working life to be. I was full of hopes for everything. Who wouldn't be? New job, new career, new friends, new environment, starting all over again brings lots of hopes and anticipation with it. Just like being back in uni year 1 again.

Now, it's time for the start of 2011. Some hopes are dashed. Some others are still being anticipated, although not so much anymore. And sometimes it kinda seems like it's time to start looking forward to the next stage. Just like how it felt being in uni year 2.

Although I have no idea what's the next stage gonna be anymore.

Anyway, 2010 started off great and it was filled with loads of ups and downs. Eventually, it ended on a low note. Very low - being very disappointed with some events and some people and the fact that the peak is approaching doesn't help at all.

But anyways, it's a whole new year now! Let's just remain hopeful once again (after all, hope is what moves us forward sometimes, ain't it?) and I really hope it'll be a very wonderful year ahead!! =)

HAPPY 2011!

(and dear peak, i'm determined to survive you better and make myself happier this year!!)