YAY guess what.
i'm flying off to bkk!
yesssss so happy. =)

I know, i've been there umpteen times. But the thing is, at least i'm getting out of sg in the summer break! And it's somewhere i dun mind gg too, cos who can resist non-stop shopping and eating for 5 days?!?! haha. Furthermore, since my summer break is almost eaten up by my internship, plus there's convo ball to prepare too, i'm really glad that i still managed to squeeze time out for a getaway. =) I rem how my most recent trip to bkk marks the start of my uni life, and now, it turns out that my next bkk trip will mark my final year, esp. since i'm flying off in july.

Acty i was kinda hoping to jump onto the plane after my last paper and get a relaxing thai massage immediately. Hahaha. And just spend a different 21st there as well. But i dont really want to rush back just in time for internship. So nvm, july works well too, esp. with the promotional airline rates! Haha. And in any case, i'm sure i'll have a gd time celebrating my 21st here. =)

The confirmation of my trip today uplifted my spirits a whole lot. It had been a miserable week. Or rather, shld i say, the misery had all started ever since recess wk ended. Ever since the projects and presentations just came piling on top of one another continuously. My blood has been boiling so much that i think i might even have high blood pressure now. Someone pls get a heart specialist for me anytime.

I so need peace.

Food is a great form of therapy.

So in the mood of super duper creamy stuff currently. =)

Okay anyway, there's just 3 more weeks of school left, before we go off for our exams. And i have projects and presentations due till the very last day! After some downtime last week, it's now time to gear up for my new daily dosage of looooooooong proj meetings soon again. There's no choice but to face it and press on. Hopefully all the efforts will pay off!

the mood takes a downturn.

there're some words which i shld feel happy upon hearing them, but somehow, that didnt turn out to be the case.
there're some projs which i shld feel relieved upon their cessation, but somehow, that didnt turn out to be the case.
there're some times when i shld be delighted that i still have a refuge just 7 mins away frm sch, but somehow, that didnt turn out to be the case.

i think i'm just tired of everything.
i want to stay home and hide away.

you're smart, damn smart.
but i'm no fool either.
the world doesnt revolve arnd u.
there're times when u want sth, and u got it.
but that doesnt happen all the while.
dont poke ur nose into things that do not belong to u.
dont get anymore funny ideas.
i'm so not going to be defeated by u.

i've been boiling with fury over many things lately.
after this sem, i bet i would have gained more wrinkles.
but of cos, there's really no need to get so pissed after all.
its all a matter of mentality.
i know that positive thinking is the way to go.
its just that there're just some super d.i.s.g.u.s.t.i.n.g ppl around.

seriously, why did i ever get to know such ppl?

welcome to the industry, some say.

I'm turning to food to de-stress.
Coincidentally, the same type of food.

Had Sakae lunch with Sha and Annkang on the day of my internship interviews. Thanks girls for rotting with me till it was time for my 2nd interview. =)



Then, I took an escape from reality today and went for Sakae buffet with Jas. Skipped sch (cos my tutor is overseas), remained in the east, and met up with a non-ntu fren. Ultimate escapism. Great contentment. =)
We cleared 38 plates in total. The photo of plates was taken before we were done. Haha.



Okay it's back to the harsh and cruel reality now.
Multiple looooong proj meetings and late night mugging beckon.

After the past few months' of preparation, we finally present this......... =)


Anyway, it's been projects galore these days.
Endless proj meetings.
I haven even got time to keep track of how many tutorials i'm lagging behind.
I need 48 hrs a day.
I wish there's this device where we can get time from ppl who are very free. aka my sis who's having her hols now.
I wish i'm able to get the amount of hrs she spend sleeping during wkends to allocate to my time quota so that i can finish all my work.
And i seriously need to WAKE UP.
to save all my past efforts.

Okay enough said.
Be strong and work hard.